Approaching 2013..

Today im 29/52 and 4/7 poa..nak masuk 30/52 dah.
Bace blog2 org..ramai gak twin yg deliver at 30/52..
Owh..im nervous..
Beg ape smua xprepare lg..
Brg baby baru beli sikit2..
Brg mama baru beli maternity pad saje..hahahaa..
Bijak betol..
Bile nak soping ni..
This friday TCA dgn dr japaraj at kpj..mase tu dah 30/52 plus..
Oh ya Allah..peliharalah kandungan ku ini..jgnla kua awal sgt..
Seyes xready..
If 32/52 dah 8 bulan..
Nak start prepare mase 8/12 leh x?hehhee..
Last week at 28/52 i went to klinik dr raoofah at silibin..
Sbb saje nak scan..last scan mase 24/52..
G pagi2 pon dah full house..kna reject..n come again at pm..
So ptg pon g la..no4..and patient ke3 xdtg lg..so i went in earlier..
Mase scan..dup dap dup dap..
Tgk size..alhamdulillah size both twins lebih kurg same..if beza pon 1 week je but not consistent..yela..kite kan tgk size kepala,perut,femur,and overall..afi pon ok..first twin dah cephalic..and another frank breech..muke cium lutut..
Bersyukur byk2 takat ni xde TTTS..
My BP pon low je..asik2 borderline..around 100/60..so insyaallah xde hpt..air gula?mgtt! Ok.dah amik tp xtest lg..takut pitam..this friday im taking pm off for tca with dr japaraj..so friday ni la buat mgtt..pheww..so far fbs ok je..hmm..
Babies pon bgerak aktif lam pewot ni..paling dasyat is pagi2 and malam2..
List brg2 babies mane oii??!!
Eee..
Bile nak insap ni..
Weekend asik tdo je..tak tdo g cari food..
No wonder kaki xbgkak lgsung kali ni..asik melepek je..hehe..
Oh no..jan is coming..
Im taking leaves from 18jan till 12feb..but ill come for work on 1st feb sbb tanak punch card zero for a month nnt xdpt allowance kritikal..
Rm750 tuuuuu..
So jan is coming n ill take long leaves so i hav to settle my monthly reviews fast..phewww..
Plz be nice to me patientss..
I hav 1 walk in and 1 active call..giler nak aku oncall gak pewot dah mcm term ni???!!
Nasebbbb..

Xpelah..Allah tau ape yg terbaik utk kite..dh drancang pon..
Hmm..
Cant wait to reach at least 35/52..

Thats 5 more weeks to go!
Insyaallah..

B pump!

salam..
actually tgah pening lepas bace pelbagai review B pump mane yg seswai..
haiyo..
dulu pakai spectra3 je..
xpuas ati n nak beli lain sbb:

-s3 ni berat..mmg bongkok mak nak ngusung..aritu ngusung g vietnam perghh..berat! x mobile!

-kalo tgah jenjalan susah nak pakai sbb perlu letrik je..xleh pakai bateri je..hmm..sbb dia heavy duty kot..mase jln kt vietnam dok myumpah2 bile nk balik hotel sbb cik B dh engorge..

-sakit..shield dia mmg gitu jela..keras n tahla..saket..

so..
tgh pikir..dlm pikiran ni..ade bbrape pilihan..

1) avent uno-
pros: sbb letrik leh, bateri leh, manual leh..mmg mobile n ringan la kan..err ringan ke..sbb kepala dia berat skit..petal yg mengurut2..xsakit..xde backflow susu..
con: org ckp if kepala dia tu jatuh skali, hbs rosak..n xthn lama..amik mase lama sbb single je..n susu mudah lekat kt petal tu walopon xde backflow..

2) avent duo-
pros: double pumping, petal bes..
cons: leh backflow susu..xleh pkai bateri..mmg xmobile lgsunglaa..xleh pump lam kete..

3) ameda-
pros: double pumping, murah..ringan skit, leh pkai bateri woo..heavy duty..close system,so xde backflow..
cons: shield mcm xbes..n jenama mcm xfofular sgt..

medela?tanak kot..
parts dia susah nk cuci n assemble..bising..mahal..n shield mcm xbes..

fening la..uno jelaa..since dh ade s3..leh pkai s3 mase kt umh..leh pkai uno mase tgh mobile..bijaxs x? huhuuuu..rase mcm nk beli uno dgn ameda plus spare parts s3..leh pkai tige2 buat koleksi..huuu..

daaaa..

Viable..

Salam..today im 27/52 + 4/7..
Kire dh 28/52 la..7 months!
Roh dah ditiup ke babies..
N im becoming more nervous..
Almost all the internal organs had developed well but still immature..
Im really nervous..
Tak putus2 doa pd Allah..
Peliharalah mereka..
Lahirkan mereka cukup bulan..
Since i know im expecting twins im really worried..risau..
As a doctor..i know the risks..
Im in a higher risk position..
Including my babies..
So far alhamdulillah..
We are doing well..
I didnt buy anything yet for preparations..
Dulu mase aina pon first baju dia beli mase 36/52..
Tp skang ni..if reach 36/52, im already immobile hahaha..how la..
When to buy?
Takkan nak jd mcm aina dulu..
Breastpump pon order from hospital bed thru online..hahha..
Ok ok..make a list first..
Bile dah smpai waktu..
Around 34/52 ill just click..kan?hehe..
Kpj doesnt accept if im in labor at 34/52 or below..
Then ill hav to go to gov..ipoh gh?
Hopefully not..
Ya Allah..permudahkanla segalanya..
Hope ill deliver at 36/52..an ideal gestation for twins..
And cukup 9 bulan..

My tca is another 2/52..
Lamanya..huu..
Rindu nak tgk babies lam scan..
Dahla xpnah sempat amik gmba drang..asik nyorok..

Kalau ikutkan dr sharifah kpj mentioned..im getting twins as due to genetic..not inducing or sporadically..so by right shud be no prob..sbb if genetic,hopefully its normal for us..yg ade genetic twins ni to deliver safely..
At the end, of coz la Waallahualam kan..kita merancang Allah penentu segalanya..

Doakan sy peeps.. ;*

duit..duit..duit..come to mama..

salam..tetibe byk sgt update blog arini haha..
sblom trlupe..nak buat list barang2 and list preparations..sblom masuk tahun 2013..ecehh bukan azam tahun baru ye..tp..azam kenyataan mmg kna buat! huuu..

ermm..bfore that..ckp pasal duit,hubby ckp tahun 2013 mmg mencabar sbb dia xdpt bonus dr petronas mcm org pet lain sbb kna denda..yelah..kes yg rase cam dianiyai pulak kan..nak buat caner..dalam hati ckp..hmm,Allah xbg kite rezeki duit bonus berbulan2 tu sbb Allah nak bg kite rezeki lain..babies! lg laa xternilai ok! kat sini kagum dgn hubby sbb dia xcepat melenting..redha je..xdpt bonus, dia start bisnes shaklee pulak..huhu..ala2 merajuk dgn pet..lalalaala..
yup! lebih yakin n berharap n berdoa n bertawakal agar babies dilahirkan cukup bulan n xde masalah..so that leh deliver kat kpj je..xpayah g kolumpo bagai..
deliver kat kpj insyaallah confirm opt for lscs again..
alhamdulillah kna bsyukur gak sbb pet cover delivery anak smpai 3 org..if kembar means yg kedua n ketiga la..*perghh pasni beranak tanggung sndiri laa*
xdela nak dok first class lg mcm aina dulu..
satu bilik dok sorg..

ok..
preparations list sy as below:

1) nak g pjbt apply cuti..and manage cuti elok2..supaya leh dok umah awal n mengembangkan bdn..ni baru 26/52 pon jalan je ade org kutuk cara jalan mcm penguin huu..

2) g pjbat gak..nak apply GL..mmgla cover by ING..kang kena g gomen kang, pakai GL gak..
nama je doktor,tp kang xlayak sbb xde GL..hihii..

3) prepare barang2 babies..takut nak prepare awal..dulu mase aina, first beli baju mase dh 36/52..now?hmm..takut anything happens bazir pulak..kang last minute kang takut xsempat dh trberanak..really in dilemma..

4) menyambut umah baru..haha..xkan nak smbut dgn poket kosong ye tak?adoii..
isi kapet je la bole?dulu sambut aina dgn kete baru..ni sambut twin dgn umah baru..insyaallah..anyway..umah teres kat ipoh siap,at the same time umah apartment kat puchong pon siap..yg tu sewa jelah..huhu..bia babah uruskan..umah hubby kat selayang pon still kosong..ade hati nak isi umah baru..*yang,sewakan jelah umah selayang tu..abg g dok dgn mak*alangkah mudah kalau cmtu..hihii..

5) nak bayar zakat la..uwuwuwuw..malunye sy..ni dh hujung tahun..sy xbyr zakat lg..
bonus gomen ade lg setahun..leh la byr zakat..kewajipan sbgai umat islam..byk lg yg lebih memerlukan..lgpon leh tolak cukai hihihiiii..

6) smpai bile nak anto anak2 ke mak?kang kna amik maid..alaaalalalaa..pengsan..umah ni nnt jd cam nursery..nak anta anak g pengasuh or nursery mmg xberbaloi dh sbb dh tige org..sorg rm200 baik amik maid..rm650 sebulan..maid yg sedia ade ni pon xleh harap sgt..sakit lutut la..sakit ni..sakit tu..kna bincang dgn mama ni..nak tambah maid ke nak tuka maid?xkan nak 2 org kot..pengsan lg nak byr bulan2..i xmampu lg nak byr rm650 sebulan just utk maid..uwaaaa..

7) dah kna bukak buku mengurus kewangan nih..xleh bazir duit sesukati.. ;(

8) nak kna buat list lagi..list babies,list umah baru,list kna bayar..aaaa..tidak..list dlm list sudahnye..

no wonder lah..

ni smbungan previous post actually..
tp first time pakai apps blogger using ipad2..

twin?
ermm..ramai org ckp..bestnyeeee..wahh bestnyeeee..
dalam hati..
"alhamdulillah tp aku harap segalanya dipermudahkan..twin pregnancy means higher risk pregnancy.."

dari awal..
muntah seawal smggu poa..
i just dont care..toilet kat klinik pakar tu mmg tmpat muntah sy la..
lepas muntah i will sat on the toilet floor..belah yg kering laa..sbb penat sgt..
sedih tp i still can handle it..no prob..
mmg rase mcm zombie..
jalan atas angin..
tgah round dgn team pon berpinar2..
pakaila minyak cap kapak..gula2..segala bagai..still rasa loya..
Allah je tau..
nasib baik my boss is very sporting n supportive..
dia nampak muke aku dh nak jd hijau,dia suh g toilet..hahah..
makan segala bende pon x lut..smua klua..
nasib baik jugak,selera tggi mcm ape je..
muntah makan muntah makan muntah makan..
dalam kete tgah drive pon termuntah gak kdg2..

another difference is..
by 12/52 poa..i feel like i cant lie laterally..
takleh mengiring..
mengiring belah kiri, tetibe rase cam terhmpit bende lam uterus..
belah kanan pon sama..so baring tegak je..
and another thing is..
i felt quickening at 12/52!
gile awal!
seyes..

bile tgk2 perut..ade mcm 2 lapisan besar..so xheran la..buat lawak dgn kwn..
yg ni lapisan lemak..yg ni lapisan baby..
senang ckp,perot lg besar..hahaha..

terpaksa beli meternity pillow..
harga? rm300 including postage..beli kat rnh collection..
perghh..
xpnah kubeli bantal brharga gini..
memikirkan 12/52 dh xleh mengiring..i need support..and i need sleep..
beli jela..so far ok la..membantu jugak dikala hubby xde utk djadikan sandaran..hukhik..


maternity belt beli jugak..sbb?
rase perot ni besornye..baju slua skirt smua xmuat dh..ceit..so beli la kat mums baby junction..
harga rm90..satu set..xpnah pakai lg..huhu rase bazir lak..

tetibe saket belakang..saket pelvic..
terasa nak beli ni pulak..maternity support belt..dr oppo..
beli lat fabulousmom..rm90 jugak..ni mmg berkesan walopon pakai kat umah jela..

aiyayaiii..bile babies garu bladder,toksah ckplaa..
ngilu xterkata woi..
ni lah gmba brg2 tambahan yg dibeli..
utk membantu diri ini yg berbadan tiga..

double joy..

salam..
celik tak celik, dh nak habes second trimester..hrmm..
first trimester mmg sgt mencabar..
kusangka muntah2 teruk ni biaser je..sbb mase aina dulu teruk gak..smpai tak terblog ok..
housemen kowt mase tu..

ni gamba upt set..actually dah 3x try tp xpcaya so beli yg ni lak..hahaa..
3/52 mase tu..

ok..ni gmba menunjukkan betapa seksanya bila hyperemesis..
muntah 10x daily..
makan la ape pon..smua klua..
so smpai satu tahap..lembik..
tp xpnah amik mc ok..
pekerja brdedikasi la katekan..hikhikk..
so suh staff nurse pasangkan drip..dicucuk khas by murni noviana..a colleague..
drip ni tahan sehari je..know why?sbb lupe bwk flush balik umah..
bwk saline bagai tp xleh tukar dh sumbat..
sy hyperem ni smpi 14/52 kot..then frequency brkurg jd 5-6x daily vomiting smpilaaa skarang..
actually mak byk kali sebut mase dinner..ni muntah teruk tanak cek dr ke..
tetibe mak citer pasal kwn dia ngandung bile 7 bln bru tau kembar..blablabla kembar..
and once my mom's cousin ade dtg umh bg sayur ape tah..
tetibe borak dgn dia..she herself ade twin..n dia caeser 4x with 5 ank as one of them is kembar..tetibe citer pasal kembar lagi..
then i went for my first scan laa..dating scan..malas2 pon tau la ape yg wajib..dhla unsure of lmp sbnrnye..hahaaa..
unsure sbb my s2 phone kna curi kannnn..everything is there..
jmpe la klinik ar ridzwan..at 7/52 mase tu..just to confirm date..tgah2 scan tetibe i saw sumthing yang pelik..in my mind..eh ade cyst ke..saw another blob or ape tah..then hilang..ok la dr. xckp ape2 pon..xde ape kot..
so dgn happynye balik tanpa tca..hahaha..
at 12/52 i went to klinik ibu and anak kat blakang umah ni..just nak bukak buku pink tu..
cadangnya nak tca gp je..
so i defaulted la segala bagai yg kkia tu suh buat..my ufeme ade glucose la..ade protein la..i buat bodo je..darah pon amik sndiri kat hbuk cek sndiri..

tetibe..at 16/52..i went to kl..hubby's cousin nikah..kt cheras..then amik kesempatan cari klinik nk scan..
saje sesuke..
klinik kita at cheras..ingtkn dr pompuan tgk2 laki..whatever la..nk scan je pon..
tgh scan..
tetibe dr tnye..
"eh u mmg ade 2 baby ke?"
i said.. "haah..sorg kt umah..referring to aina" xde perasaan lgsung..
dr ckp..
"u ade kembar ni.."
........
i was like..rase cair segala eyeliner,compact powder,peluh2.."huh?"
"u tgk ni.."
dr showed to me all the parts of the babies..smua dh well formed n well separated..
"ade satu placenta..so they are identical ok"
husband n me went speechless all day long..tgk muke masing2 pastu gelak..
speechless lg..denial smpi 2/52 kot..hoho..