psychiatrist?

salam..
aina tgh main buku pooh so mama dia tgk internet~

actually ive been thinking these few days..
whether to further study or just let it be..

since farah n me had been 'studying' and searching for kapplan, sadock's, and oxford psy textbook, kaksu the 3rd yr master student had been naughty by telling our boss that we are interested to do master!

oh dear..
and the next day boss asked me,
so,someone told me u are interested?gooddddd~

oh my..
being a specialist is nothing special..
u have to work harder..
more responsibilities..
more paper work..

but..
must i become a chronic MO?
how la?

dushhh~

my bad..

hye..salam..
*tah sape reader aku tah* yg pntg utk sndirik simpan..

entry today is related to my bad habit..
i consider it bad coz i compare myself with my parents..
derang berjimat~aku? *geleng2*

but not yet a disorder ya..*as in manic, we call it shopping spree..we got 1 patient who swipe her brother's credit card up to 5k a day*

i realized last year i spend much on:

1) fareeda scarf..deng! i got more than 20 pcs..which costs me estimated 2k..
2) aina's attire and stuff~ baju yg berlambak smpai umur 2 tahun punye stok..and not to mention mainan dia..keperluan dia..

yg 2 tu je aku rase melampau sket..
handbag smua tu mmg agak2 laa..
xdela smpai mbmj leather..

smoga aku lebih berjimat cermat tahun 2012 nih..
haihh..
duit mmg ade..
tp..
simpanan mesti la dtambah! kalau tak tambah, gunung emas pon runtuh beb!
balik ke ajaran mase kecik..
marilah menabung~

*liatnye nak menabung skang ni sejak dh keje*
gaji je habeh,gaji je habeh~
haiyo~

plz plz plz laaa~
azam baru!

nak buat potongan gaji utk asb~
yiehaa~

new year..newww whuutt?? ;p

salam..ni first entry of the year..
xde mende pon..saje nak buh entry..hahaa..

cant wait for d new sbpa pay!
lambat sgt neh~
nak tggu tunggakan gaji lagik~
aiyoo..
JKN, KKM sile laaa buat kije cepat sikit..adehhh~
btw lagi lama tggu surat lantikan, lagi byk gaji tertunggak ;p
nak buat ape dgn dividen asb, gaji tertunggak, kenaikan gaji??

1)ooo..
since babah dh bersara sepenuhnya, starting jan 2012 nak bg babah kesayangan ni duwet poket..*dulu dia still keje, bg sikit tp mcm xde ape pon..huhu..jusa kot..then xbagi dh..now boleh la start back ;)*
xsedar diri, credit card until now pon dia yg tanggung..errrr...*anak babah* and tambah potongan gaji utk aina n myself =)simpanan utk hari tua..

2)next..nak bayar zakat ;)
dulu2 mmg liat nak baya zakat..mama jugak yg rajen kirekan..*sweat*
skang dh sedar diri,alhamdulillah..smua harta tu tak berkat kalau xdibelanjakan pd jalan yg betul..2.5% je..

3)then..nak beli windscreen baby boy yg retak itew~
hrmm..bile pikir2kan mmg saket ati..xpenah aku dgr windscreen rege 4750..
whaaaattttheee>???
sape suh pakai kete import..huhu..skang rase nak tuka kete je..
nakkkkkkk..hrmmm nakkkkk mini cooper!!! muhahahhaaa *mmg dasar manusia yg xpenah bersyukur* nauzubillah~
astaghfirullahalazim~

4)pastu..nak bayar S&P rumah..haishh~ 5888? mahainyaa ;( nak diskon pliss~
xsabor nak tggu umah siap..brg kat umah ni berlonggok xhengat~

5)ingat nak g jenjalan..dunno lah..nak g bukit tggi dgn uss..terhengen!
bwk aina la ofkos.. ;)

yg tu je kot list yg pending..
pergghh~

asb dh bleh kua..
gaji tertunggak??
bile mau dpt?
PRU nak dekat ni..haishh~

see..tahun baru terus ckp pasal duwet..
mate duwetan sungguh~
money is not everything but money is SOMETHING!

;)

hye..salam..
just nak share..
sejak keje kat hospital bahagia ni..

dah 2 kali rase sebak n terharu n nangis sbb patient..
omg..sepanjang housemen 2 tahun,aku xpernah sebak or nangis ok..

first is during my walk in..
ade patient dtg kul 430..dlm hati menyumpah2..apesal dtg lmbat sgt..kul 5 org nak balik dh..
anyway,my fren wani yg terpakse direkrut utk tgk patient tu sbb with me,ade 4 new case..wihuuu *im jona*
rupenye kes tu is MR (mental retardation) requesting for OKU card..
oklaa..
sharp at 5..nak balik..otw balik nak klua gate hospital which is about 2km kot from our klinik pakar,
tetibe nampak aso yg bwk anak laki dia td..yg MR tu..
and they were walking!
aso kat depan..anak dia yg MR tu kat blakang jalan tergesa2..
aku time tu sentap!
trpikir betape susah mak dia tu nk bwk ank dia yg dh besar pjg tp MR...nk jage dia...
oh my..

second is..
after this incident..
boss went to india *time ni laaaa bende nk jd*
i got one patient in inner ward..which means ward yg stable laa..
pt tu ok je..just that poor social support so kna tggal kat ward..
sebab dia ni ok,staff salu bg dia trust utk kemas2 meja makan..susun air..sblom makan la..
one day..
dia ni dok kemas2 air..cawan..
tetibe ade pt lain dtg n minum air..*time tu blom time mkn lg*
pt aku yg skema ni lak..hangin..
trus sepak or tendang *unsure sbb witness pon pesakit lain je* mamat tu..
accidentally mamat tu jatuh n kepala terkena grill besi..
n unconscious..
mati..
its a police case laa..
pt aku tak sengaja kot..
mmg innocent..
hari2 dia tnye,pt tu ok kan...
xmati kann..
so dia kna anta kt wad kemasukn..
last week..
dia ckp..
nmpk merpati putih..
merpati tu ckp dia pt yg mati tu..
n dia gtau pt aku ni..
yg dia bahagia kt syurga dh..
jgn risau..jgn takut..
dia xsalah..
then burung tu terbang..
ermm..
sedih kot..

aku mcm xseswai je jd psychiatrist..
tak cukup poker face..
hohoho..

=*

homo sapiens..

hye..salam..
tetibe rase nk buat entry harini..
terpikir..
nape manusia xpernah bersyukur?
err..in other words, to put it in a better way..
nape manusia selalu berusaha utk kehidupan yg lebih baik?
*cewah*
actually im talking bout myself..

dulu mase skolah..
citer2..nak g jalan lua negara..nak g disneyland..nak ade internet kat rumah..nak amik study course yg bes..
smua checked!

biler dh study kat u..citer2 nak lulus exam..nak dpt keje bes..dekat dgn umah..
nak kawen dgn org yg bes..nak kawan yg bes..nak pakai henpon bes..
pakai laptop bes..at that time..dapat gak smua..

dah keje lak..*making it worse,dah ade income sndiri* still rase xcukup..
why la?
nak beli ini nak beli itu..
biler dh kawen, nak ade baby..
tetiap bulan nak beli beg yg bes..mekap yg bes..
nak pakai kete mewah..pakai ipad2..pakai samsung s2..
ape lagi nak?

nak rumah bes?
in progress..
so..

skarang waiting rumah siap..
xsabar..
duduk anak beranak kat umah mak sndiri pon..mmg rase lain.. ;/
beli exersaucer aina pon mak ckp menyemak..
beli playard pon mak suh simpan dulu,menyemak katenye..
siap perli *letak aina lam tu pon still kna tggu..kang dia bgn,jatuh tertonggeng gak*
*umah mak besar..tapi..........why la?*
rumah siap end of 2012..

lambatnye ;(

salam..
first entry this month..
sempena my walk in this month..
on monday..
my previous walk in was peaceful..

until today ;/
started with..
1) considered new: already discharge to KK..wanna change med..claim the generic one not suitable for her n request for original one..
2) considered new: also discharge to KK many years..wanna hav a chat with me..
3) new: demented uncle with 1 bus of relatives..
4) new: claim unable to sleep when he actually sleep from 11 to 5..turn out to be no mental illness..self-refered..perasan pandai tp bongok!
5) old: but admitted for being psychotic schizo in relapse..
6) new: mr with psychosis..giler language barrier! satu malaysia konon.puiii! jiran dia yg lg tua pon leh ckp sikit2..dia yg muda hampeh!
7) new: 10 years hx of psychotic..why?why on this particular day u wanna come to me???
8) considered new: defaulted many months n is a very pretty chindian..talks a lot n asked me for particular med instead of others..at the end says im pretty..tetibe je kan..sweet talker!
9) considered new: defaulted since 1980s..not taking med..and was sent to nursing home without knowing anything..
10) old: admitted from nursing care for aggressive..n she only speaks hokkien..oh my..
11) new: mr asking for oku card..helped by wani (i got only 2 hands n boss ask others to help me) SOS!
12) dunno from where..admitted by timbalan pengarah..helped by farah..

owhhhh myyy...
boss said 'U JONA!'
deng!

enuf for today....................

alahan hyperem mabuk aina ;)

salam..
tadi trnampak satu kete kat jalan..
skyline..

tetibe teringat mase ngandungkan aina 4 bulan..
owhh time tu tgh alah, hyperem, mabuk yg sgt dasyat..

start dr upt positive..
hari2 muntah smpai 5 bulan bru stop..
in that 5 months,
3-4 kali kna acute gastritis..
daily urticaria on limbs..
(perghh sgt dasyat urticaria ni..paling besar aritu kat peha..lam 15cmx15cm)
yg magiknye pagi2 je ade..then hilang sndiri..
so mase review n buat discharge patient kat kaunter,smbil tergaru2..huhu..
tgah round dgn mo n specialist lak,
tetibe terpakse hilang masuk lam bilik oncall..
mau munta daaa..
kua bilik je mata merah..
(and round pon bjalan sprti biase..xde sape kesah pon)
btw..a friend of mine..ng ying shan..first poster yg sgt bes mase tu..
dialah yg tolong belikan teh chrisanthemum kotak hari2 kat hospimart and for me to drink each time lepas muntah..
paling bes..bulan puasa..
dia gak yg belikan teh o ais mamak..tgahari buta..minum lam bilik oncall..hahahha..
and mase tu posting ortho (seblum mr jeremy dtg)...so after rounds with mo...
seperti biaser...
yg otai balik bilik terus...
yg skema cam kami beramai2 lepak lam isolation room yg kosong..
and the katil,is FOR ME! hahhaaa...siap tido lagi smbil tggu waktu lunch..
lpas lunch lak..kalo rase penat,tdo je terus lam bilik hostel time tu..
xdtg keje dah..huuu...how severe is my hyperem..
ptg2 lak g cari lauk berbuka @ lauk ngidam..
smbil drive sorg2 smbil uwek uwek..hahhaaa..
jgn tkjut..puasa pon selang sari ok.. ;p
and kalo OT call..any op yg ade II (image intensifier) senang ckp its the xray machine in OT..
for op yg nak masukkan besi..
aku akan dikecualikan! thats the best!
hahahaa...
siap kna kutuk dgn mo anaesth ( yg dulu geng ho)..sbb lepak je lua bilik OT..hahhaa..
thats during ortho..

tetibe teringin sotong butter!
omg suddenly ok!
seyes g beberapa kedai makan tomyam kat manjung lumut sitiawan..sumer takde sotong butter!!!
alkisah..hubby jauh mase tu..keje kat labuan..
leh harap kat kawan2 je..
kawan2 melepak time tu..
nisa..zul..shaarin..
so satu ari tu..
zul mncadangkan satu restoren yg ade sotong butter..
kitorg pon g berempat..
perghhh sedap giler sotong butter dia!!!
oriental horizon kot nama dia..
agak high class..
makan punya makan..
zul blanja..rezeki aina ;)
haa..
balik ke atas..
skyline?
tulaa..yg besnye time tu zul bwk skyline dia..
bes giler dpt merasa naik kete harga 500k..
again..rezeki aina.. ;)

masuk 5 bulan..
terpakse masuk posting paling busy nak mampus..
medical!
dgn tagging 10 hari kot..xingat..
balik tagging je nangis..
baru nak hilang alah,
mende lain lak dtg..
haemorhoid..smpai nak dodok pon saket buntut..
kaki bengkak mcm kaki gajah..
duduk kat kaunter pon trpakse melunjur kaki ats kusi..
sebbaek staff nurse paham..
oncall lak?
jalannnnnnnn...
smpai la aku 36 weeks..
ingat lagi..
terkedek2 jalan lam wad kehulu kehilir..
smpai ade patient pon kesian..hahaha..
paling xlupe,
tdo lam bilik sister..
bentang slimut tebal2..
yup..sedih jd doktor ni..
oncall pon xde bilik tdo..
baruuuu nak tdo kul 3 pagi,
aina dh start menendang
ah sudah..
seyes xleh tdo pulak..
aku manade kira FKC..
sblom tdo je kira...hehehe..
kul 4 tdo..kul 5 dh kna bgn..
tolak laaa troli darah tu sorg2..
gedek2..
round 1 wad amik darah..
tak sangka aina ikut mama amik darah org ye..heheh..

tulaaa pahit manis ngandung mase housemenship..
duuhh..
tp yg bes,mase kat medical..
hubby tukar ke UTP..
so leh la ngade2 skit..hihii..