g2p1 at 15/52 poa.. ;)

salam..yup as the title showed above..im pregnant! jom citer dari awal..nak citer awal2 tu xsempat dok lembik je..uuu.. i think mase 1 week poa *kire sendiri la kan* tetibe...

 ade rase nak muntah.. we were just back from a cousin's wedding..kawen dgn my coursemate mak jahhh! ehehehe i la yg intro derang.. mase kat plus tetibe lapa kul 6 ptg.. order n makan bhun kari..teringin.. smpai rumah lam pukul 9.. tetibe uwekkkkk! muntah segala bhun kari.. i was like..errrk.. adakah sejarah berulang kembali? *dulu pregnantkan aina sgt dasyatnye loya ini..trauma..* bru nak amik mase utk lupekan segalanya.. aina dah setahun 6 bulan..

 but i guess its just a plain gastritis that i used to have.. so buat tatau jelaa lalalalalaa.. at 3 weeks poa.. i bought clearblue.. konon2 nak detect awal la if ade mcm fasha sandha kannnnnn hikhikkk.. tu diaaaa... positip! eh la.. tau2 positip ja next week terus meloya n muntah xhengat!

paeds posting..

ill write something reagarding my HO memories here..so that i wont regret soon..
hahaa..

started with..
my induction n btn..
i did in pangkor n pasir salak..
i did enjoy the days there..
with 6x meals/day..
public speaking..my topic was phone ;)
group work..
performing dance.. 'hot and cold'
a little sweet memory remains..
i was in the same group with one of my best buddies in ukm..
so we did enjoy our activities there..
exams..
beach cam whoring..
volleyballs..
jalan tepi pantai..

then..on our last day in coral beach resort pangkor..
we get our own letter...
i was sent to hosp sri manjung..
with another 3 frens from the same induction btn..
chia,zul,ding..
i was so excited..
as nisa will be going to manjung too!!!
my bestfren!
she did her btn in selangor..
and married a fren from same btn as her..funny! hahaa..

our first day in manjung..
there was no hostel room left for us..
only nurses quarters left..
we stayed there for 1 night..
spooky place..
tv outside..
bathroom outside..
big kitchen with no one there..

then we had fight with cocroach that nite,
and staring into each other the next day..
we met no one there..
on our first day in the hospital..
we met ding,zul,n chia..
im going to paeds with zul..
nisa going to ortho with the rest..
i was like..peads???my first???
demmit!
i hate children!
so there goes..
my first day there..
blur to the max!
i met kak ain n brandon..
met dr netia..
and all the other mos..
in ward 5..
during rounds..
i act like a medical student which brought some kinda anger from seniors to me..
among them..loo n lalitha..owh yes..i hate them both!
bullied me to the max..
kak ain n brandon..were my saviors..
my tagging was being extended 1 day just to set branulas..
taught me many things..
on the same day..
i met rene..a tall dark and buzz-lightyear's look..
i met tey tu lip..friendly but quiet guy..
ding min tat..typical china man..with double degrees..
japan-like attitude..hahaa..
kokilla-quiet moody-like person..
and asri..
a malay guy..who helped me a lot on how to become a vampire in paeds posting..
he stole my attention for a while..being so caring n charm..
all of them..
approached me after rounds..
and we did bcome close during working hours..
then stephen came..
nerdy guy from malacca..speak fluent malay..up to 'ade aku kesah ke?'
remember taught him how to clerk a dengue case..
where he scribble n scribble in a small piece of paper..
lack of confidence id say..hahaha..
then came seang..
we call her seang malam..
acting like a cute aunty..
then came azkhaire..
tall guy without mouth-insurance..
still remember how small seang shouted at azkhaire for throwing the cns bottle cap!
and how seang comfort a kid during blood taking not knowing that her hands were shaking!
yeah..we took kids blood in a team..
holding them tight..
at least 3 of us..
started making jokes playing around while doing rounds..
stepping azkhaire's foot for talking nonsense during rounds..
seeing kokilla feeding babies in scn..
scn is where we ate nasi lemak everyday..
we take turns to buy them..
and there came shaarin n kalai..
remember kalai throwing sterile needles together with the plastic in the sterile set..
hahaa..
remember when i was oncall with kak ain n azkhaire..
during h1n1 outbreak..
where our beds taken for patient..
reviewing pt on the floor..
praying at 3 am..
my call will never be peaceful when my call partner is azkhaire..
bagging is a must..
baby flat is a must!
remember during fasting month..
we were called to labour room..
and suddenly mo came n shouted at us..
till the whole labour room quaked..
for some misunderstanding..caused by shaarin..haha..
n later the mo pujuk us during sahur..
funny yet scary..
i left paeds with bunch of memories..
;)

time flies ;(

salam..
ngee..lamenye xupdate blog..malas..malas..
anyway..
malam ni update lepas tgk album gamba lama..
suddenly remembered my houseman years..
2 years..
in just a blinked!
rindu sgt..kawan2..scandal2..opps..hahaha..time tu blom kawen kot..
seyesly miss everything..
sweet n sour included!
skarang?
bertempiaran dh smua..
merata..
leaving pieces of memories each in me..
mase houseman la knal erti kawan,teamwork,kerja..
jadi kuli..yes! kuli!

compare with my life now,
which is far better than last time..
indeed..
i miss my HO time ;(
unfortunately im still sane to accept that we cant be a HO forever!
i hav good frens here..
but still..
it wont be the same..
i do enjoy working with laughters..
some stress..
gentle boss..
close colleague..

ahh..time flies!
leAving all past..
in hsm..

guess i need to enter something regarding my ho time in hsm..
which i can atill rmember now..
bfore i forget,better splurt out..

*mode syahdu*

psychiatrist?

salam..
aina tgh main buku pooh so mama dia tgk internet~

actually ive been thinking these few days..
whether to further study or just let it be..

since farah n me had been 'studying' and searching for kapplan, sadock's, and oxford psy textbook, kaksu the 3rd yr master student had been naughty by telling our boss that we are interested to do master!

oh dear..
and the next day boss asked me,
so,someone told me u are interested?gooddddd~

oh my..
being a specialist is nothing special..
u have to work harder..
more responsibilities..
more paper work..

but..
must i become a chronic MO?
how la?

dushhh~

my bad..

hye..salam..
*tah sape reader aku tah* yg pntg utk sndirik simpan..

entry today is related to my bad habit..
i consider it bad coz i compare myself with my parents..
derang berjimat~aku? *geleng2*

but not yet a disorder ya..*as in manic, we call it shopping spree..we got 1 patient who swipe her brother's credit card up to 5k a day*

i realized last year i spend much on:

1) fareeda scarf..deng! i got more than 20 pcs..which costs me estimated 2k..
2) aina's attire and stuff~ baju yg berlambak smpai umur 2 tahun punye stok..and not to mention mainan dia..keperluan dia..

yg 2 tu je aku rase melampau sket..
handbag smua tu mmg agak2 laa..
xdela smpai mbmj leather..

smoga aku lebih berjimat cermat tahun 2012 nih..
haihh..
duit mmg ade..
tp..
simpanan mesti la dtambah! kalau tak tambah, gunung emas pon runtuh beb!
balik ke ajaran mase kecik..
marilah menabung~

*liatnye nak menabung skang ni sejak dh keje*
gaji je habeh,gaji je habeh~
haiyo~

plz plz plz laaa~
azam baru!

nak buat potongan gaji utk asb~
yiehaa~

new year..newww whuutt?? ;p

salam..ni first entry of the year..
xde mende pon..saje nak buh entry..hahaa..

cant wait for d new sbpa pay!
lambat sgt neh~
nak tggu tunggakan gaji lagik~
aiyoo..
JKN, KKM sile laaa buat kije cepat sikit..adehhh~
btw lagi lama tggu surat lantikan, lagi byk gaji tertunggak ;p
nak buat ape dgn dividen asb, gaji tertunggak, kenaikan gaji??

1)ooo..
since babah dh bersara sepenuhnya, starting jan 2012 nak bg babah kesayangan ni duwet poket..*dulu dia still keje, bg sikit tp mcm xde ape pon..huhu..jusa kot..then xbagi dh..now boleh la start back ;)*
xsedar diri, credit card until now pon dia yg tanggung..errrr...*anak babah* and tambah potongan gaji utk aina n myself =)simpanan utk hari tua..

2)next..nak bayar zakat ;)
dulu2 mmg liat nak baya zakat..mama jugak yg rajen kirekan..*sweat*
skang dh sedar diri,alhamdulillah..smua harta tu tak berkat kalau xdibelanjakan pd jalan yg betul..2.5% je..

3)then..nak beli windscreen baby boy yg retak itew~
hrmm..bile pikir2kan mmg saket ati..xpenah aku dgr windscreen rege 4750..
whaaaattttheee>???
sape suh pakai kete import..huhu..skang rase nak tuka kete je..
nakkkkkkk..hrmmm nakkkkk mini cooper!!! muhahahhaaa *mmg dasar manusia yg xpenah bersyukur* nauzubillah~
astaghfirullahalazim~

4)pastu..nak bayar S&P rumah..haishh~ 5888? mahainyaa ;( nak diskon pliss~
xsabor nak tggu umah siap..brg kat umah ni berlonggok xhengat~

5)ingat nak g jenjalan..dunno lah..nak g bukit tggi dgn uss..terhengen!
bwk aina la ofkos.. ;)

yg tu je kot list yg pending..
pergghh~

asb dh bleh kua..
gaji tertunggak??
bile mau dpt?
PRU nak dekat ni..haishh~

see..tahun baru terus ckp pasal duwet..
mate duwetan sungguh~
money is not everything but money is SOMETHING!

;)

hye..salam..
just nak share..
sejak keje kat hospital bahagia ni..

dah 2 kali rase sebak n terharu n nangis sbb patient..
omg..sepanjang housemen 2 tahun,aku xpernah sebak or nangis ok..

first is during my walk in..
ade patient dtg kul 430..dlm hati menyumpah2..apesal dtg lmbat sgt..kul 5 org nak balik dh..
anyway,my fren wani yg terpakse direkrut utk tgk patient tu sbb with me,ade 4 new case..wihuuu *im jona*
rupenye kes tu is MR (mental retardation) requesting for OKU card..
oklaa..
sharp at 5..nak balik..otw balik nak klua gate hospital which is about 2km kot from our klinik pakar,
tetibe nampak aso yg bwk anak laki dia td..yg MR tu..
and they were walking!
aso kat depan..anak dia yg MR tu kat blakang jalan tergesa2..
aku time tu sentap!
trpikir betape susah mak dia tu nk bwk ank dia yg dh besar pjg tp MR...nk jage dia...
oh my..

second is..
after this incident..
boss went to india *time ni laaaa bende nk jd*
i got one patient in inner ward..which means ward yg stable laa..
pt tu ok je..just that poor social support so kna tggal kat ward..
sebab dia ni ok,staff salu bg dia trust utk kemas2 meja makan..susun air..sblom makan la..
one day..
dia ni dok kemas2 air..cawan..
tetibe ade pt lain dtg n minum air..*time tu blom time mkn lg*
pt aku yg skema ni lak..hangin..
trus sepak or tendang *unsure sbb witness pon pesakit lain je* mamat tu..
accidentally mamat tu jatuh n kepala terkena grill besi..
n unconscious..
mati..
its a police case laa..
pt aku tak sengaja kot..
mmg innocent..
hari2 dia tnye,pt tu ok kan...
xmati kann..
so dia kna anta kt wad kemasukn..
last week..
dia ckp..
nmpk merpati putih..
merpati tu ckp dia pt yg mati tu..
n dia gtau pt aku ni..
yg dia bahagia kt syurga dh..
jgn risau..jgn takut..
dia xsalah..
then burung tu terbang..
ermm..
sedih kot..

aku mcm xseswai je jd psychiatrist..
tak cukup poker face..
hohoho..

=*