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morning~

aina zara tgh trkebil2 sorg2..mulutnye bunyik2 ape tah..baru 39 ari tp dh ade suara manje..hehhee..
wanna talk about my delivery..saje nnt takut terlupe lak mase 2nd delivery *gulppp* nnt.. =)

friday = 11/2/11
pagi2 bgn mcm biase..the whole day rase cam perut xselesa..ntah..nak kate contraction ke x xtaula..sbb xpnah rase..
then chat dgn hubby..ckp kat dia kalo tak arini,mgkin esok..huhu..perut rase lain..bukan sakit tp cam tahlaa..hahaha..
beg mmg dh ready utk masuk spital..

saturday =12/2/11
pukul 520am, seyes terbangun terus mcm roket! sbbnye terase air keluar mencurah2 secara tibe2! ok! dah tau ini leaking! confirm!
terus kejut hubby..hubby mmg susah bgn dr tdo tp tahla pagi tu terus je dia bgn!
ckp kat dia,kna g spital ni..skang gak..
kejut mama babah..
mama suh mandi..

tp..mengikut pengalaman, leaking kalo dah byk cmni in a short time, baby leh distress..
so i just buh bedak skit, tukau baju..ala kadar je..mmg xmandi..
mase tu mmg xrase takut tp nak baby selamat je..

kul 540 dh smpai kpj specialist..hubby langgar sume lampu isyarat..hehee..lam kete cool je sbb xsakit..tp mmg basah aaa tmpat duduk..

g kat kecemasan, tgk muke2 attendent yg tertanye2..hehee..bese laa..emergency..trus dok ats wheelchair..
derang tnye book dgn dr mane..
then tolak ke labour room..
mmg xde sape kt ctu..i mean xde patient lain..
then ade nurse india dtg nk check VE..
ulpss.. *gerun*
mmg saket rase nk terajang misi tuh!
tp aku xde la smpai jerit2..
selame ni dok buat kat org..

-akak sila bg kerjasame
-tahan sikit
-tarik napas
-mcmane sy nak cek kalo akak kepit2 ni!
-jgn jerit2! malu org dgr!

tu antara ayt yg aku bese guna la kalo buat VE n patient ngade2..

findings:
os : 1cm!
station : -2
vertex

omg! dlm hati fikir..i'm dead..liquor dh byk kua, confirm caeser kang!
misi suh baring2 tggu dr dtg
lame nk mampus tggu..
asik ulang2 alik ke toilet je coz xselesa..
tggu bekfes coz lapa giler..kt gov manade bekfes kt LR..so suh hubby beli woti..mknla sandwich yg lazat..*sempat lg menikmati*
pastu ade nyonya eh silap..misi dtg bwk bekfes..mkn lg..ala..woti dgn planta je..
buatla CTG..smpt lg buat tutorial 'CTG MADE EASY' kt hubby..hahahaa..
ctg aku cun je..

dr kul 6pg td smpi kul 10 bru dr dtg..
dr tu dtg,dia melintasi je katil aku..misi ckp bru dia dtg..
'sy ingt cina td' dia ckp kt aku..
pulak dah..time2 ni buat lawak lak..

hoh ni rase nk terajang dr ni lak..
VE yg kedua~
still 1cm.. =(
dr sharfah pon blablablaa..
giving 2 options..
nak caeser trus or tggu..

pastu aku ckp..aku dh mkn td..hahaha
so xleh nak caeser..must wait at least 6hr..
so dr ckp tryla induce dgn pitocin..
okeh
branula aku diset oleh nyonya td..
pink..
perghh saket gak..tp leh tahanlaa..senyap2 jek..1st timelaa kna..sblom ni aku main set je green branula kt sume patient..hahahaa..

green larger maa..line senang jalan..lgpon nak g OT kna de green..kat private ni lain la kot..
tetibe ade nyonya lain dtg..nk amik drh..ok,nyonya itu is a phlebotomist..
amik utk blood gp dgn hepatitis je?
bes aaa..xsaket lgsung..seyes..

pitocin pon run..leh rase siot..start kul 11am..
then slowly contraction aku start..tgk kat ctg..
memule tahan..
dlm hati hepi sbb makin kuat contraction *dhla refuse epidural*
bile dah 4:10..ternyata sgt SAKET! tgk kat ctg..oh my..sgt strong..
aku dh mule pegang tiang drip laa..lgsir laa..besi katil laa..tgn hubby laa..
mase tu dh kul 1 lebey..
saket contraction for me mcm :

SAKET YG BILE KNA DIARHEA MEMULAS2 BUT U CANT PUSH THE SHIT OUT..SEMBELIT2 GITU..

then kul 145pm misi amoi lak dtg buat 3rd VE..
omg..still 1cm?
so confirmla caeser ni..
mase ni tetibe air mate menitik..
bukan ape..
once u get caesered, u already have a scar, past surgery, exposed to anaesth, and all the consequences..
adhesion colic, trial of scar, hernia..aaaaaa

dr dtg..eh nangis ke? mcm mane ni..baru 1cm dh nangis..
helo aku nangis bkn sbb saket tp sbb kna caeser!!! confirm!!!

dr cek lg..VE yg ke4..still 1cm..
so aku pon di push ke OT..
derang buat spinal..
xrase saket pon mase cucuk tu..
then slowly kaki kebas..
sgt kebas..batu!

tetibe after ~20min
baby dh kua..weight 2.9kg..baby girl..apgar score 9,10.. =)
lps close skin..aku ke recovery room..
mamai giler mase tu..rase ngantukkkk sgt..
pndang seblah..nmpk apek..
dia tgk aku,aku tgk dia..
ahh malas nk layan aku pon smbung tdo..
apek tu pon mamai gak tu..

kul 4 bru smpi ward..
dok sebilik dgn india diabetic..dah d2 caeser gak..
then family dtg..
mamai lagi..
smpai malam aku mamai..
hubby leh teman smpai 12 malam je..
malam tu aku pon terkebil2 sorg2..
menahan saket kt uterus..

*aku yg mengong sbb xmtk painkiller..aku ingat mmg dah kasi*
they use dynastat there..mcm kt HAT..

dlm ati pikir sok sure kna bgn..
aku pon try2 gerak2 skit..spnjg mlm tu try..

pagi esoknye, time nk mandi..
ade india tua ni..
marah aku..
dia pakse aku bgn n duduk..
perghhhhhh!!!!

time ni paling saket if caeser!
rase perut cam ditoreh2!!!

pas mandi try bgn lak..
saket2 gak tp leh tahan..
yg 1st time tu paling saket..

baby pon ditolak dr nursery..
hihihii..
dah kua rupenye..

lunch time, air milo je???omg!
ptg bru dpt bubur..
bubur ikan yg ikannye adelaa dlm size 0.1cm..2-3 ketul..cis!

mlm tu mtk transfer single room..aritu xde..
tgk astro jelaa spnjg mlm..hubby leh overnite..
pastu kna AUR lak..haishhhhhhh~

seksa!
kna in out cbd..
then masuk balik cbd..
bru lega..

sok xleh balik sbb AUR..
hrmmm..
busann..
mlm tu ade candle lite dinner lak kat lam bilik..hihi..weird..

d3 bru aku discharge..
lega..

alhamdulillah..

*seblom ni aku asik suggest caeser jeeeeeeeeee kalo ctg xcun..skang aku lak kna*
hihiii..