medela vs spectra

omg..now i know the importance of breast pump..dulu beli spectra breast pump pon rase cam sgt kedekut..rm350 kot..
beli online mase kat spital post LSCS D2..sbb mase tu sedih susu tanak kua..pakai pump baru kua..
now dh cerdik sket..rase nyesal xbeli MEDELA mini electric pump..mmg rm7++..tp tgk mcm berbaloi je..xpayah nak angkut yg berat cam spectra tu..
*g vietnam dgn mngangkut spectra lam beg MLO* agak berat..dahla beli set therma bag MLO smpai rm2++..total je dh rm6++ termasuk milk storage bottle and ice pack..
alang2 je..baek beli medela!

so..supaya xlupe nnt,
baby kedua..nekad nak beli medela pump =)
jika ade rezeki n pjg umur, murah rezeki,medela, here i come!

*sadly aina zara dah terpakse mix feeding dgn formula milk*
sbb kesusahan nak pump n transport milk..
bile dh keje,kekerapan nak pump susu mmg kurg,ikut mane dan je sbb keje n xbwk spectra tu hari2..mase oncall je bwk..
imagine kalo medela, for sure leh bwk hari2..n stimulate more..more compact n easier..

so sape nak beli my second hand spectra3 pump? (double shields)
leh nego..hehehe =)

aina zara via LSCS.. =D

morning~

aina zara tgh trkebil2 sorg2..mulutnye bunyik2 ape tah..baru 39 ari tp dh ade suara manje..hehhee..
wanna talk about my delivery..saje nnt takut terlupe lak mase 2nd delivery *gulppp* nnt.. =)

friday = 11/2/11
pagi2 bgn mcm biase..the whole day rase cam perut xselesa..ntah..nak kate contraction ke x xtaula..sbb xpnah rase..
then chat dgn hubby..ckp kat dia kalo tak arini,mgkin esok..huhu..perut rase lain..bukan sakit tp cam tahlaa..hahaha..
beg mmg dh ready utk masuk spital..

saturday =12/2/11
pukul 520am, seyes terbangun terus mcm roket! sbbnye terase air keluar mencurah2 secara tibe2! ok! dah tau ini leaking! confirm!
terus kejut hubby..hubby mmg susah bgn dr tdo tp tahla pagi tu terus je dia bgn!
ckp kat dia,kna g spital ni..skang gak..
kejut mama babah..
mama suh mandi..

tp..mengikut pengalaman, leaking kalo dah byk cmni in a short time, baby leh distress..
so i just buh bedak skit, tukau baju..ala kadar je..mmg xmandi..
mase tu mmg xrase takut tp nak baby selamat je..

kul 540 dh smpai kpj specialist..hubby langgar sume lampu isyarat..hehee..lam kete cool je sbb xsakit..tp mmg basah aaa tmpat duduk..

g kat kecemasan, tgk muke2 attendent yg tertanye2..hehee..bese laa..emergency..trus dok ats wheelchair..
derang tnye book dgn dr mane..
then tolak ke labour room..
mmg xde sape kt ctu..i mean xde patient lain..
then ade nurse india dtg nk check VE..
ulpss.. *gerun*
mmg saket rase nk terajang misi tuh!
tp aku xde la smpai jerit2..
selame ni dok buat kat org..

-akak sila bg kerjasame
-tahan sikit
-tarik napas
-mcmane sy nak cek kalo akak kepit2 ni!
-jgn jerit2! malu org dgr!

tu antara ayt yg aku bese guna la kalo buat VE n patient ngade2..

findings:
os : 1cm!
station : -2
vertex

omg! dlm hati fikir..i'm dead..liquor dh byk kua, confirm caeser kang!
misi suh baring2 tggu dr dtg
lame nk mampus tggu..
asik ulang2 alik ke toilet je coz xselesa..
tggu bekfes coz lapa giler..kt gov manade bekfes kt LR..so suh hubby beli woti..mknla sandwich yg lazat..*sempat lg menikmati*
pastu ade nyonya eh silap..misi dtg bwk bekfes..mkn lg..ala..woti dgn planta je..
buatla CTG..smpt lg buat tutorial 'CTG MADE EASY' kt hubby..hahahaa..
ctg aku cun je..

dr kul 6pg td smpi kul 10 bru dr dtg..
dr tu dtg,dia melintasi je katil aku..misi ckp bru dia dtg..
'sy ingt cina td' dia ckp kt aku..
pulak dah..time2 ni buat lawak lak..

hoh ni rase nk terajang dr ni lak..
VE yg kedua~
still 1cm.. =(
dr sharfah pon blablablaa..
giving 2 options..
nak caeser trus or tggu..

pastu aku ckp..aku dh mkn td..hahaha
so xleh nak caeser..must wait at least 6hr..
so dr ckp tryla induce dgn pitocin..
okeh
branula aku diset oleh nyonya td..
pink..
perghh saket gak..tp leh tahanlaa..senyap2 jek..1st timelaa kna..sblom ni aku main set je green branula kt sume patient..hahahaa..

green larger maa..line senang jalan..lgpon nak g OT kna de green..kat private ni lain la kot..
tetibe ade nyonya lain dtg..nk amik drh..ok,nyonya itu is a phlebotomist..
amik utk blood gp dgn hepatitis je?
bes aaa..xsaket lgsung..seyes..

pitocin pon run..leh rase siot..start kul 11am..
then slowly contraction aku start..tgk kat ctg..
memule tahan..
dlm hati hepi sbb makin kuat contraction *dhla refuse epidural*
bile dah 4:10..ternyata sgt SAKET! tgk kat ctg..oh my..sgt strong..
aku dh mule pegang tiang drip laa..lgsir laa..besi katil laa..tgn hubby laa..
mase tu dh kul 1 lebey..
saket contraction for me mcm :

SAKET YG BILE KNA DIARHEA MEMULAS2 BUT U CANT PUSH THE SHIT OUT..SEMBELIT2 GITU..

then kul 145pm misi amoi lak dtg buat 3rd VE..
omg..still 1cm?
so confirmla caeser ni..
mase ni tetibe air mate menitik..
bukan ape..
once u get caesered, u already have a scar, past surgery, exposed to anaesth, and all the consequences..
adhesion colic, trial of scar, hernia..aaaaaa

dr dtg..eh nangis ke? mcm mane ni..baru 1cm dh nangis..
helo aku nangis bkn sbb saket tp sbb kna caeser!!! confirm!!!

dr cek lg..VE yg ke4..still 1cm..
so aku pon di push ke OT..
derang buat spinal..
xrase saket pon mase cucuk tu..
then slowly kaki kebas..
sgt kebas..batu!

tetibe after ~20min
baby dh kua..weight 2.9kg..baby girl..apgar score 9,10.. =)
lps close skin..aku ke recovery room..
mamai giler mase tu..rase ngantukkkk sgt..
pndang seblah..nmpk apek..
dia tgk aku,aku tgk dia..
ahh malas nk layan aku pon smbung tdo..
apek tu pon mamai gak tu..

kul 4 bru smpi ward..
dok sebilik dgn india diabetic..dah d2 caeser gak..
then family dtg..
mamai lagi..
smpai malam aku mamai..
hubby leh teman smpai 12 malam je..
malam tu aku pon terkebil2 sorg2..
menahan saket kt uterus..

*aku yg mengong sbb xmtk painkiller..aku ingat mmg dah kasi*
they use dynastat there..mcm kt HAT..

dlm ati pikir sok sure kna bgn..
aku pon try2 gerak2 skit..spnjg mlm tu try..

pagi esoknye, time nk mandi..
ade india tua ni..
marah aku..
dia pakse aku bgn n duduk..
perghhhhhh!!!!

time ni paling saket if caeser!
rase perut cam ditoreh2!!!

pas mandi try bgn lak..
saket2 gak tp leh tahan..
yg 1st time tu paling saket..

baby pon ditolak dr nursery..
hihihii..
dah kua rupenye..

lunch time, air milo je???omg!
ptg bru dpt bubur..
bubur ikan yg ikannye adelaa dlm size 0.1cm..2-3 ketul..cis!

mlm tu mtk transfer single room..aritu xde..
tgk astro jelaa spnjg mlm..hubby leh overnite..
pastu kna AUR lak..haishhhhhhh~

seksa!
kna in out cbd..
then masuk balik cbd..
bru lega..

sok xleh balik sbb AUR..
hrmmm..
busann..
mlm tu ade candle lite dinner lak kat lam bilik..hihi..weird..

d3 bru aku discharge..
lega..

alhamdulillah..

*seblom ni aku asik suggest caeser jeeeeeeeeee kalo ctg xcun..skang aku lak kna*
hihiii..

postpartum blues~

arini..
day 19 of pantang..

no wonder theres such thing as postpartum blues, depression, n even worst, psychosis!
org melayu ckp giler meroyan..

first time jd mama..mcm2 hal kna buat..sgt buzy..mengalahkn org berkeje..harder for me coz i'm post caeserean.. ='(

-malam mmg xleh tdo laa..2 hourly..kdg2 hourly..kdg2 3 hourly aina nangis nk susu..
-aina nangis: kalah suara ziana zain..
-hubby: xleh nk harap dia sgt coz dia keje..sian..
-pagi2 bgn kna breast nursing..kalo x, saket =( sgt saket if engorge..
-pahtu susukn aina..
-bekfes..buat air mkn minum..
-mandi..takes time sbb saket tmpt op =(
-bertungku lak..nk suh mama buatkn susah sbb panas tu kite yg rase..so buat sendiri..
-pump breast..
-nipple sore n cracked smpi bleeding..saket lg =(
-time mkn je tgk peti ais dgn sayu..owhh hantu ais..sabar2..ni bru hari 19..
-mkn lak..menu yg kering2..urghh..ikan bilis..ikan goreng..
-no wonder gak berat aku turun terus..mcm sblom pregnant..in just less than a week!
-aina poo poo pee pee lg..
-and xleh kua shopping..after a month boleh kot..yg ni hantu shopping leh tahan lg..
-hari2 pakai kain batek..owh bosan sbb xreti ikat..n salu londeh..
-mak ckp xleh pasang kipas kuat2..masuk angin..tp bile dh peluh2..urghhhhh! aku bantai gak kuat2..

paling depress..nak AIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!

g breast nursing jap..dah saket.. =(

since i'm gone..

owh wow..
lamer giler x update blog..
soooo many things happened during my Ho..

10jan10..my big day..

guest i've been very busy preparing for my big day instead of updating my blog..
yup..no wedding planner..
deep in it..at last alhamdulillah majlis berjalan lancar walaupun mcm2 dugaan ade sblom tu..
just imagine my ex sorg ni tetibe je muncul dlm hidup..
i still remember one of our conversation :
him: salam..bla bla bla..mak ayh ape khabar?
me: (apesal tetibe ko tanye pasal parents aku? previously he's avoiding talking about meeting family and all) ok je..

bla bla bla..

me: dah ade org nk dtg minang sy..
him: owh..sy nk dtg jugak bole?

bla bla bla..
n he even wanted to come to my working place in manjung..tetibe aku jd confius mase tu..n seyesly byk gaduh dgn bakal hubby.. =( n byk calling2 dgn ex..

tibe hari yg dinanti he gave a call..xjadi dtg la..ade bla bla bla..he used to cancel things last minute..dari dulu lg..
n since that i've made up my mind!
i'm getting married to my hubby-to-be! i'm not wrong for choosing him..i'm just confused by my ex's drama..

i love u : HASFARIN HASSAN my hubby.. <3


12feb2011 : i delivered a baby girl!
at kpj ipoh specialist..

Tuhan je yg tau jerih perih aku mase pegnent..n berkije at the same time..
i'm still oncall at 35weeks..

antara small complications yg aku dpt:
-bilateral pedal edema (kaki bengkak)
-haemorhoid (buasir yg saket n bleeding)
-ILI (sampai kna makan tamiflu)
-prem contraction (detected by ctg n kna IM dexa x2 doses)
-AGE yg dasat
-hyperem up to 5 months of POA.. (owh doktor mmg xde mc..2 hari je valid)

paling xleh lupe..saket buasir smpai pgg hubby n nangis..
tgah ward round aku terpakse lari2 g toilet utk muntah..
mcm2 lg..later la update..baby dah nangis nk susu..huhu..

jona kah aku?

after one month known as dr amirah..

i've learn so many things but yet..i know nothing!
hahaa..byk lg yg perlu aku blaja..

walaupun rase cam dh adapt sket..especially mase oncalls..still
sgt takut bile dgr phone ring..

hrmm..currently the ward is extended till extension 23 with 52 patients..
record wei!
pagi tu aku tanye akak staff nurse..paling ramai brape patient setakat ni..dia jawab 49..bile aku oncall malam tu jadi smpai 52 seyh..waduuhhhh~

adekah aku jona?

no.
i wont admit!
*grin*

EOD nightmare!

i'm sick on oncall! worst day since working!

so-called workaholic..duhh!

D12 as a houseman..

start having oncalls EOD..

start to get all the blames..

start to get scold by MO's..

start to get label as not responsible..

start to skip my lunch and dinner..bfast as well..(mandi ptg pon =p)

start to get depressed..

but..

NO ONE CAN CHANGE..I STUDIED HARD TO GET THE MD!
I'M A DOCTOR TOO!

urghhh..I MISS HUKM!
why do i get such a lousy working place..

being in paeds dept..as my first posting..
i started to miss prof bilkis..dr wong sau wei..

and THE SADDEST DAY IS on MY FIRST DAY OF TAGGING!
alienated..
tunggul..
blur siot!

duhhh~